Armada

Tides of regret cascade across prostate soul

Behaviours orthogonal - do I own the role?

Armadas of loathing batter efforts to unravel

Misdeed; now manifest as character dishevel 

Inexplicable motivations, now so unfamiliar,

in every other facet, conduct so particular 

Barnacles of consequence corrode my bow,

safe passage eludes; storms I must plough.