Broken

Omnipotent seductress, you heralded my cry: your gift? The sword of Damocles that precipitously dangles over my soul...

Pain now coming in sporadic waves; most weathered by hardened vessel - unpredictable rogues always dire. How did it come to this; to venture so far from shore - why did sanity not prevail? My luscious,  idyllic island respite; now barren, ruinous reef. 

Prize so cherished, imbued with such potential, iconoclastic vision; perhaps only persecuted by flaws of self. Impossible standard never realised - societally promised heights never scaled. Blame attribution a fools game of rumination and immolation; facetious and indulgent. 

Departure made impossible by such alluring promise; the perfect package - then why so fundamentally flawed? Illusion of complementarity, clumsily degenerates into competition on commonality. Failure all the more complete accordingly; whitewashing all else in melancholic haze. To ascribe such gravity compels commensurate collapse - a singularity that crushes all light in its orbit. 

Entanglement no path to synchronicity; found badly wanting - equated only with anguishment. Cherished integration, of lives romantically intertwined, steadily devolved into abject aberration.

Venerable redemption: such sweet mirage - blinding in its promise of climactic quest - disintegrates to distorted paradigm of realities harsh.